Is it a constant struggle to keep believing?

[Angrboda]

Well, what Ksa said has me more confused than anything. I don't pretend to be privy to the deep truths about my god. I just try to be good and virtuous, and faithful to my god. Sometimes I get weird thoughts that maybe, without knowing it, I've disappointed her. But other than that, I have few doubts. It is not a struggle for me to believe. It is as simple as water to me. Of course, I'm also crazy, and have some deep theories about existence which take the typical "how do I reconcile this" type doubts away. I don't waste my time in self-doubt. Perhaps that's part of it. I'm very blessed by the goddess, and am very confident in myself as a result. Sometimes over-confident, but usually not. That confidence in myself probably extends to a confidence in my views about the world and transcendent reality.