Welcome and fear of punishment or reward is no reason to believe in anything.You eiher believe in an afterlife or not, but that has little to d with following any perscried religion. Try some of the godless religions to help your separation, if you can't just break it yourself.
"There ought to be a term that would designate those who actually follow the teachings of Jesus, since the word 'Christian' has been largely divorced from those teachings, and so polluted by fundamentalists that it has come to connote their polar opposite: intolerance, vindictive hatred, and bigotry." -- Philip Stater, Huffington Post
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