Vaccines are a plot by big pharma!

[My imaginary friend is GOD]

It wasn't wanting to be right or wrong, its was when it started to get personal, and yes i was drawn into that also, the words that cut me spin around and around in my head, I hear the words in a voice that wont shut up.
But I am learning, this is the first forum I have been on that everyone swears at each other, which can be good, I just think I will have to get use to it, its me, not you I know that.

I think I understand that. A part of me is always bringing me down, insulting me the way my emotionally abusive and psychologically manipulative biological father did. It's taken a lot of years of therapy to make that part of me smaller and less dominant than the rest of my conscious mind.

BTW, I have suffered PTSD as well, and I haven't dealt with it yet because confronting it causes me to revert to my younger self, who was scared all the time, and that's really not conducive to completing my education.