My whole life as soon as I understood what people were actually talking about when they mentioned "God" and "Jesus", as soon as I realized how literal it actually was otherwise it was meaningless and wasn't really something. I realized this as a kid... I also only realized in my teens that some people really actually don't believe in evolution when they HAVE heard of it (i.e : They're not a kid too young to hear of it/ they don't live in a box).
EXCEPT, I believed in God for 8 weeks of my life in 2007 when I went insane. Well, very insane - I believed everything and anything then. Multiple delusions - acute psychosis (nothing that made me aggressive, thankfully). I believed *I* was God, I believed I was Satan, an alien, other people were gods, aliens, other people weren't real, were in my mind, etc etc - I believed anything anyone told me and I believed anything said on radio or in song lyrics and thought they applied to me.
So, yes. I've only ever really believed in God... when I was insane. True story. Well, religion is insane really so I'm glad that's the only time I ever believed in it lol!
P.S: Welcome.
EvF
EXCEPT, I believed in God for 8 weeks of my life in 2007 when I went insane. Well, very insane - I believed everything and anything then. Multiple delusions - acute psychosis (nothing that made me aggressive, thankfully). I believed *I* was God, I believed I was Satan, an alien, other people were gods, aliens, other people weren't real, were in my mind, etc etc - I believed anything anyone told me and I believed anything said on radio or in song lyrics and thought they applied to me.
So, yes. I've only ever really believed in God... when I was insane. True story. Well, religion is insane really so I'm glad that's the only time I ever believed in it lol!
P.S: Welcome.
EvF
