I've been on a ton of different things over the years. Very little has helped. I'm only on perphenazine now, with a pinch of seroquel. It's supposedly for sleep, but I suspect it was mainly my psychiatrist trying to get me to back off suicide and stop believing my delusions. It appears to be doing that. Oddly enough, I'm not defensive about it. I've always protected those things, to the point that I thought that if I ever found myself like this, I'd stop taking the medication. I don't know what to do. I'm still sure I should kill myself, but my heart isn't in it anymore.
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