(July 23, 2014 at 1:47 pm)Losty Wrote: It's just, I'm so tired of being a disappointment to everyone in my life.
That's all. Just me having a pity party. I'll get over it.
If these people aren't supporting you, if your uncle would be disappointed in you for having a difference in opinion on a single issue, then the failure isn't yours. They are letting you down, not the reverse, and the fact that you care enough to not want to disappoint them, when they can't even let go of their petty beliefs even in the face of how hurt you are by that, just demonstrates that the one here who actually gives a shit is you. But you aren't their fucking monkey, and you don't have to dance to whatever organ grinder bullshit they want you to in order to be "blessed" with their care and affection.
You are your own person, not a reflection on your family. If they can't take you being a grown ass adult and making your own choices, then fuck 'em.
"YOU take the hard look in the mirror. You are everything that is wrong with this world. The only thing important to you, is you." - ronedee
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