RE: A poem I wrote last night
July 30, 2014 at 11:01 am
(This post was last modified: July 30, 2014 at 11:02 am by Whateverist.)
That's the thing about god belief. You did have a relationship even though there was nothing out there relating back to you. I dare say your love was not returned and that never feels good. So deciding/realizing He isn't really out there is a real loss nonetheless. Some grieving/melancholy is to be expected. Our feelings and emotions are not hardwired to our rational minds the way we might wish them to be.