Glad you're on your way to freedom. It's a tough road. I can tell you are still on your way, "god's will for me to be an atheist" is a little bit of a contradictory statement!!!
Hope your journey is paved with enlightenment. You have a community here that will help you, one way or the other.
"There remain four irreducible objections to religious faith: that it wholly misrepresents the origins of man and the cosmos, that because of this original error it manages to combine the maximum servility with the maximum of solipsism, that it is both the result and the cause of dangerous sexual repression, and that it is ultimately grounded on wish-thinking." ~Christopher Hitchens, god is not Great
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