(November 29, 2014 at 9:06 pm)Quantum1Connect Wrote: Thank you for those answers.
On the topic of chemical imbalance, it's probable. But if it's probable, medicine should have been the probable remedy, which it wasn't. So that being said, I don't want to enable myself. There are tons of people like me who have committed suicide, and many like me that haven't. But perhaps things aren't so black and white. But just the fact that others deal with what I have and more survive and some have extremely beautiful lives is enough for me to think that regardless of chemical issues in the brain...recovery has to be possible...for anyone.
Need something to believe in? I have one for you and you're gonna like it.
No moral to save you. No god, no medicine. No love. Just you.
Your life is in your hands now, and no one else's. You have become the very most important thing in your life! You have! - something you can never lose nor have taken from you. Grab hold of it!