Wow, thank you guys.
I really appreciate your replies.
First of all why i changed to atheist, the initial cause that made my brain think the other way is 'dogs'
Yes you read it correct.
I was so empathetic and i loved animals from my childhood. But i was never allowed or go near to a dog but cat.
I desperately need to raise a dog. And asked many people about. Why islam is forbidding the dogs.
Why is it cats okay, but dogs are not..
They gave many stupid answers..
But those wasnt enough for me.. And i had many arguments with friends. Finally i decided to serch on Internet.. Actually i didnt even.know when there are people that are atheists.
So i serched about dogs, then music and and i serched about everything they forbid.. And then it went to a higher level like 'which is the true religion'
(while serching this i was literally covering my head with my other hand, expecting a thunder will struck on head, and i was always looking out if there is any tsunami coming, because beach was near my home)
I had the courage, really my fingers were shaking while search 'mistakes in quran' and i found more than 1000.. Then it was a journey. I had many skills like, i can draw pictures, i can sing but i was not allowed to draw something that has life because islam forbids it, i never liked it as a child but there was no choice, so many do's and dont's.
And childrens over seven should be told to go to 5 times prayer and to children over 10 should be beaten if they dont do it, and childrens over 16 or something should be put to hunger.
This so i got beaten in different stages of my childhood. I couldn't blame.my parents because they are also taught like that.
One year ago i tottaly transformed into an atheist. When i was an atheist. I never knew there is sonething as atheism.. There are people like like me. I was i am the only one alone in this world that thinks like this, and it took a lot of courage.
Now only my mom and dad know i am atheist.
I am 19 years old now..
I really appreciate your replies.
First of all why i changed to atheist, the initial cause that made my brain think the other way is 'dogs'
Yes you read it correct.
I was so empathetic and i loved animals from my childhood. But i was never allowed or go near to a dog but cat.
I desperately need to raise a dog. And asked many people about. Why islam is forbidding the dogs.
Why is it cats okay, but dogs are not..
They gave many stupid answers..
But those wasnt enough for me.. And i had many arguments with friends. Finally i decided to serch on Internet.. Actually i didnt even.know when there are people that are atheists.
So i serched about dogs, then music and and i serched about everything they forbid.. And then it went to a higher level like 'which is the true religion'
(while serching this i was literally covering my head with my other hand, expecting a thunder will struck on head, and i was always looking out if there is any tsunami coming, because beach was near my home)
I had the courage, really my fingers were shaking while search 'mistakes in quran' and i found more than 1000.. Then it was a journey. I had many skills like, i can draw pictures, i can sing but i was not allowed to draw something that has life because islam forbids it, i never liked it as a child but there was no choice, so many do's and dont's.
And childrens over seven should be told to go to 5 times prayer and to children over 10 should be beaten if they dont do it, and childrens over 16 or something should be put to hunger.
This so i got beaten in different stages of my childhood. I couldn't blame.my parents because they are also taught like that.
One year ago i tottaly transformed into an atheist. When i was an atheist. I never knew there is sonething as atheism.. There are people like like me. I was i am the only one alone in this world that thinks like this, and it took a lot of courage.
Now only my mom and dad know i am atheist.
I am 19 years old now..
