An unenviable predicament. First things first, please continue to seek professional help regarding your mental health. Prayer is not going to help. Your boyfriend and his family may or may not be sincere regarding their concern for you, but if all that is recommended is prayer I question how healthy the relationship is for your emotional well being.
I'm a firm believer in being honest about beliefs, particularly in personal relationships. Perpetuating a charade only delays the inevitable and will make things worse. Your immediate reliance on your boyfriend for a place to live makes things a bit complicated and may influence timing. I would hate to think that you would be immediately turned out if you were to come clean given the length of the relationship and its continuance considering some of the challenges you've faced.
Zeitgeist is conspiratorial rubbish. The Secret and its Law of Attraction is new age woo. Both, in general, are unsubstantiated bullshit. These could be good conversation topics in dedicated threads.
Welcome to the forums. If anything I hope you find it to be a place you can come vent and share ideas.
I'm a firm believer in being honest about beliefs, particularly in personal relationships. Perpetuating a charade only delays the inevitable and will make things worse. Your immediate reliance on your boyfriend for a place to live makes things a bit complicated and may influence timing. I would hate to think that you would be immediately turned out if you were to come clean given the length of the relationship and its continuance considering some of the challenges you've faced.
Zeitgeist is conspiratorial rubbish. The Secret and its Law of Attraction is new age woo. Both, in general, are unsubstantiated bullshit. These could be good conversation topics in dedicated threads.
Welcome to the forums. If anything I hope you find it to be a place you can come vent and share ideas.
