@ cercatorius, I do not understand why you want to call yourself a Christian when you do not believe in what Christianity actually is. You seem to be a very nice person and that's good, however claiming to be a Christian and not believing what we do puts a bad light on Christianity, if that's not your intention and I do not believe it is why use the name of someone you do not believe is real. People already accuse Christians of believing to many different things from each other, which isn't true though we have differences, so why add another thing for us to try and defend, especially when you do not believe in Christianity. I believe in your right to call your beliefs whatever you want, I do not believe it's right to do so when it brings problems to any community of believers. Lek and I are of like mind on this , so it's not just me and I would say you've heard this from other Christians too.
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God loves those who believe and those who do not and the same goes for me, you have no choice in this matter. That puts the matter of total free will to rest.