*hugs* to you Neim, as requested 
Okay, here's one of my irrational fears. Quinoa. I just can't eat the stuff. I want to and I should do because it's a superfood - very nutritious, it was a staple food of the Incas who I was always fascinated by since I was a kid, and it tastes delicious - like meat despite being a grain. But its texture in my mouth and the way it looks makes me think of caviar - loads of little round balls. So every time I try to eat it I can't get that image out of my mind and every mouthful feels like genocide of all these little fish eggs.
Okay, here's one of my irrational fears. Quinoa. I just can't eat the stuff. I want to and I should do because it's a superfood - very nutritious, it was a staple food of the Incas who I was always fascinated by since I was a kid, and it tastes delicious - like meat despite being a grain. But its texture in my mouth and the way it looks makes me think of caviar - loads of little round balls. So every time I try to eat it I can't get that image out of my mind and every mouthful feels like genocide of all these little fish eggs.
