(July 16, 2015 at 11:03 am)Catholic_Lady Wrote:(July 16, 2015 at 3:48 am)Neimenovic Wrote: I'm tired of thinking so much. Sometimes I wish I could just drink myself senseless, or get high, or put some lead through my skull just so my brain could be quiet for a moment.
I'm tired of anxiety. I'm scared that one day the world will come down on my head and bury me under its weight.
I'm tired of this constant internal struggle. I don't want to go through this every day. It's sucking the life out of me. I'd give a leg to be able to forget.
Forget what?
Are you referring to what you said in the messages you sent me?
Everything. Forget that I've ever felt anything.
Partially, but I didn't show you the full picture.