If you were truly interested in something more than confirming what you started out believing, I would think you'd be at most agnostic. But you 'feel' you have reason to think Jesus is the way, apart from your personal circumstances.
Frankly I think you'd do better just to cop to the fact that you believe because you want to believe and because -as you more or less said- you just like life better believing in God. Fine. Go with that. But then you should really set the John Locke mantle aside.
Your search is not really for the Truth, you are quite prepared to settle for evidence which allows you to go on believing what you want to believe. I'm not really interested in helping you find that 'truth' so I think you and I are done. Best of luck.
Frankly I think you'd do better just to cop to the fact that you believe because you want to believe and because -as you more or less said- you just like life better believing in God. Fine. Go with that. But then you should really set the John Locke mantle aside.
Your search is not really for the Truth, you are quite prepared to settle for evidence which allows you to go on believing what you want to believe. I'm not really interested in helping you find that 'truth' so I think you and I are done. Best of luck.