Atheism is very, VERY hard.

[Bad Writer]

There's so much to live for! It really does get better with time. It may be depressing at first to think that there's no sky daddy watching everyone at all times, but it's amazing to think that we live in a time that holds opportunities for our species; we've built countless civilizations, discovered countless wonders in this vast universe, and even learned how to pass our knowledge on to later generations in an effort to further advance our species. We may also very well be the only organisms on earth capable of ingenuity; we may be the only things on this planet able to fathom the mysteries outside this world, or to imagine what's locked deep within it.

Ultimately, life is exactly what you make it; it's up to you to decide who you will be, but there are many like-minded individuals here who are willing to discuss your concerns for your future.