[Serious] Rational reason for ending my life.

[Duty]

Goosebump - it strikes me that many of your grievances have their root in the prevailing free market economic system prevalent in the "West." Please allow me to honestly assure you that, as a first class graduate of studying economics, that prevailing system in no way prioritises rewarding the good natured - on the contrary, the evil, ruthless and bloodthirsty all too often rise to the top, and the opposite is also true. Materialistic greed and thievery are symptoms of the "selfish" attitude and psychological paradigm upon which Adam Smith's "Invisible Hand" of free market economics rests. All are indoctrinated in that fold and only a few break free and "see the forest." I think you are probably one of those people, and a rare gem at that who should, IMO, have abundant and rounded self esteem, whatever this archaic excuse of a socio-economic paradigm might strike you with. Good luck, good health and a brighter thought still, Lawz.