RE: The last person to post wins !
May 6, 2018 at 2:27 pm
(This post was last modified: May 6, 2018 at 3:04 pm by Quick.)
I am just going to treat this as the designated "random thoughts thread" from now on.
I cannot tell if I am a complex human or a simple human. My self awareness isn't the best even though I am actually very self conscious. but maybe it is actually that my self consciousness makes me a complex human while simultaneously keeping me blind to my external environment. If that's the case can I really be a complex human? I don't think I will ever get to the bottom of this. I do know that my therapist has told me I am a complex being, but does that mean the same thing as a complex human? I am not so sure. I suppose I could ask him, but would I really want to know I am nothing but a simpleton? Then again when I had my neuropsychological testing done the neuropsychologist said I was a "bright guy" but counter to this is that in the WAIS score I received I scored an average of an IQ of 95, so I don't think I can really be that bright. Would the neuropsych really lead me on like that? I mean I scored higher in the reasoning and verbal scores of the IQ test, but I didn well below average on the processing speed and working memory. I don't think i am actually that smart.
I cannot tell if I am a complex human or a simple human. My self awareness isn't the best even though I am actually very self conscious. but maybe it is actually that my self consciousness makes me a complex human while simultaneously keeping me blind to my external environment. If that's the case can I really be a complex human? I don't think I will ever get to the bottom of this. I do know that my therapist has told me I am a complex being, but does that mean the same thing as a complex human? I am not so sure. I suppose I could ask him, but would I really want to know I am nothing but a simpleton? Then again when I had my neuropsychological testing done the neuropsychologist said I was a "bright guy" but counter to this is that in the WAIS score I received I scored an average of an IQ of 95, so I don't think I can really be that bright. Would the neuropsych really lead me on like that? I mean I scored higher in the reasoning and verbal scores of the IQ test, but I didn well below average on the processing speed and working memory. I don't think i am actually that smart.
But your individuality and your present need will be swept away by change,
and what you now ardently desire will one day become the object of abhorrence.
~ Schiller - 'Psychological Types'