Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...

[Losty]

I told you that I have no words for you right now, but that was a lie. I have so so many words for you. Words like "you stupid fucking idiot" come to mind. I'm shocked and appalled to say the least. I trusted you with my child. I have had numerous talks with you about how important this is. I shouldn't even have to fucking tell you. And the first time was bad enough but this is worse. You put my child's life at risk in a grossly irresponsible way. I don't know how to forgive you. I still love you of course, you know I always will. Trust though? That is gone. I don't trust you. I feel so violently angry, that's why I had to leave without words. I was afraid of doing something I would regret. I know you think I'm over protective and I probably am but this...it's not just me. It's illegal and it's dangerous and my son could have died in your care. Not because of some freak accident, but because you were so stubbornly immature and irresponsible. Are you a fucking child or an adult? I can't...every time I think about you all I see is red. Save your apologies because I can't talk to you right now.