RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
September 18, 2016 at 7:38 am
(This post was last modified: September 18, 2016 at 7:41 am by Jello.)
(September 17, 2016 at 10:46 pm)Thumpalumpacus Wrote:If i could. Unfortunately the rest of my family works, meaning i am stuck looking after the younger two kids, as otherwise we'd be breaking the law. I'm pretty much stuck at home when not at college, and that's not even considering that i can't fund doing anything because i can't get a job, and my parents hate giving me money.(September 17, 2016 at 5:50 pm)Jello Wrote: CIJS;
I really wonder if i will ever be good enough. I really feel like I'm so mildly average that nobody really takes notice of me.
"The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation."
Live your life to interest yourself, and you will find those who share your interests. At the very least, you won't be bored, and done right, the loneliness will be addressed.
(September 17, 2016 at 11:01 pm)Irrational Wrote:For people? To not be just overlooked all the time? I want to actually be noticed, to have people actually appreciate me, instead of ignoring me, it's all i run into offline.(September 17, 2016 at 5:50 pm)Jello Wrote: CIJS;
I really wonder if i will ever be good enough. I really feel like I'm so mildly average that nobody really takes notice of me.
You know that's irrational thinking, right? Why presume you aren't already good enough? People shouldn't dictate that for you.
And good enough for what, by the way? To be perfect and flawless?
"He who fights with monsters should look to it that he himself does not become a monster. For if you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes unto you."