CIJS,
I will probably never stop regretting getting more intimate with some people. I avoid intimacy for a reason. This is the reason. I'm just not good at it. It's not for me. I'm meant to be lonely. Even as I write this, people will be probably reading it with a smirk on their faces, thinking I'm being fake and playing the victim card. That's a strange fact about human psychology. I've witnessed this before...
I'm rambling.
People always want something from me. They always except me to be perfect. I mean seriously, wtf. I'm not who everyone seems to expect me to be. I want to be able to make mistakes just like everyone else and not be stranded for it... But I guess it's too much to ask.
I will probably never stop regretting getting more intimate with some people. I avoid intimacy for a reason. This is the reason. I'm just not good at it. It's not for me. I'm meant to be lonely. Even as I write this, people will be probably reading it with a smirk on their faces, thinking I'm being fake and playing the victim card. That's a strange fact about human psychology. I've witnessed this before...
I'm rambling.
People always want something from me. They always except me to be perfect. I mean seriously, wtf. I'm not who everyone seems to expect me to be. I want to be able to make mistakes just like everyone else and not be stranded for it... But I guess it's too much to ask.