(July 26, 2017 at 8:37 pm)Losty Wrote: CIJS also, I know I'm not an idiot. I know I am not. I look at myself every day in the mirror and I say "S, you are a fucking idiot amazing and intelligent woman". I know something is seriously wrong with me you that I let myself go through these things you disrespect me. And I think on a deeper level something else really wrong with me you that I attract the kind of people who want you continue to do these things to me even after I tell you how much it hurts me.
*hug* Been there too. Made a few edits, I hope you don't mind. When you're ready, you'll see it too.
-Teresa
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