(July 26, 2017 at 10:12 pm)Losty Wrote: Thanks you guys
I can't get over your posts. I sincerely don't wish for anyone not even a speck of what I've felt. When you say you feel there's something wrong with you, this really tugs at me. Feelings like these are what keep us oppressed. It's not on you that douches behave the way they do. You don't deserve it. You're worth so much more. I'm not even saying this as a friend, because you and I aren't even close. I'm saying this as an observer and as a woman. As a human. As someone who understands. As someone who felt your pain when I read your posts. Please don't stay in a place where you're not thriving and being happy and committed to joy. Don't settle for just company. Sometimes solitude is better. I stayed and it has taken all my energy and air to get back up after leaving. Just yesterday I got home at night to my ex parked outside my home waiting for me to see why I wasn't home when he knocked and didn't answer when he called. For a moment I began to explain myself and then it hit me. I'm not his pet. Not his possession. Not his own. I'm my own person. I make the decisions. I will not render justifications for my doings. My body. My time. My space. My home. Girl, it's not you. It's him. Please don't be like me and let him spend your years away. My heart is heavy with sadness for your sadness. I mean this wholeheartedly. I wish I could show you just how much I feel it and how I can't for a second judge you no matter what you end up doing. I'd be a hypocrite if I did. Take care of yourself, girl. You're worth a lot.
"Hipster is what happens when young hot people do what old ladies do." -Exian