RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
September 25, 2017 at 8:54 pm
(This post was last modified: September 25, 2017 at 8:54 pm by Cyberman.)
I'm trying. I've tried. Truly. I don't know what more I can do to try. In all honesty, this stuff doesn't enter my thoughts until and unless it comes up. I've considered a lot of what you all said, long ago. I knew that comparing Ms Ann Other to Sam would be unfair to everyone involved, and I let that stop me for the longest time. Now I'm beyond that. I want companionship, I want affection. Sam and I had this thing where we would gaze into each other's eyes, and I could see myself in the reflection the way she saw me. Now she doesn't even have eyes, and I miss that. Maybe one day I will meet the next Ms Right, despite having known Ms Perfect, but I'll be content with Ms Good Enough For Now. I know how bad that sounds, but I know other people that do it, and they don't have to pay for it.
At the age of five, Skagra decided emphatically that God did not exist. This revelation tends to make most people in the universe who have it react in one of two ways - with relief or with despair. Only Skagra responded to it by thinking, 'Wait a second. That means there's a situation vacant.'