Escaping Catholic Totalitarianism

[Whateverist]

As intelligent and composed as you seem in your online presence, if you are still very young there is a chance you are over reacting. After all depression is a lot to handle the first time and 'squirming' is a natural reaction. Whatever form of torture and doubt you put yourself through the first time you are depressed, there is a good chance things will seem different to you on the other side (no matter how unlikely it may feel that you will ever get to the other side).

If you decide you don't/can't believe and still feel that way when you even out, welcome to the other side. If you change your mind, no harm - no foul.