So here's the monkey wrench in my belief system (or rather, system of belief).......I really just synthesize various parts of various religions/spiritualities and come up with something that I feel like is more than the sum of its parts, but still lacking any kind of realistic, logical rationale. I am fully aware that the God I see in my dreams could just be a personal egregore, but that's good enough for me.
"Imagination, life is your creation"