Is love real?

[Ahriman]

I am generally an amiable person, it takes a lot to piss me off. But my rage feels very dark and intense, almost like flexing a muscle you haven't used in a long time. My anger is rare and strange, it feels really weird to be angry, uncanny even. I hate feeling that way.

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That's interesting, but as usual it didn't address one single thing in my post.  Bipolar is a medical condition that usually requires medications to keep under control, so I'm not sure meditation is applicable here.  And I suppose I could understand how you might not comprehend the concept of emotional control.

It really isn't. I've tried meditating. It doesn't work.