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RE: How are you today?
June 28, 2013 at 12:49 pm
Shit, these Russians definitely know how to make water.
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RE: How are you today?
June 28, 2013 at 12:53 pm
(June 28, 2013 at 12:49 pm)Stimbo Wrote: Shit, these Russians definitely know how to make water.
Lay off the booze, buddy. I almost suicided doing exactly what you are doing.
I'm never going back to that place again.
Go ahead and get snookered tonight. You're already running. But when you come to in the morning, quit.
No booze. Outside under the daylight. Find something to do. Something constructive. Go visit museums or something. Go hiking in the country side. Go on a boat ride. Doesn't matter.
Just include either sunlight or people. Preferably both.
But don't just sit in your hole and drink.
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RE: How are you today?
June 28, 2013 at 2:43 pm
(June 28, 2013 at 12:46 pm)Stimbo Wrote: Not saying history is doomed to repeat itself, just that we're our own worst enemy and I'd hate for it to play out the same way. I'd consider telling Shell this. Letting people in is scary, but can be very rewarding.
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RE: How are you today?
June 29, 2013 at 1:40 am
so sorry, Stimbo
I could never imagine what it's like to be in your shoes. All I can say is that I've been going through multiple personal situations lately and I have made the decision of chugging it all down with alcohol. Lots of it. I know it's a decision, because I know what I'm doing when I go out and buy it, then come back home, then go outside and sit down to drink my thoughts away. I don't feel the urge to do it. I just tell myself that I will just do it for the heck of it. I haven't solved anything. I haven't come up with any solutions. I just.. I just can't think of anything else to do. I feel powerless.
When I'm not drinking I can rationalize and control my emotions. I make sound judgments and cope well with everything. When I drink I feel everything five times stronger. The pain isn't going anywhere. If anything, it's getting worse. I say I should stop drinking every night. I've been having a beer or two with dinner, another with my homework (or two), and then the rest outside. So I start pretty much around seven and finish at around one or two. Every day. I suppose I know what to do. I have to think of something to do for coping instead of this. I hope you can find something, too. I imagine your pain is horrible. I'm sorry. I don't know what that's like. I wish I had something better to say, but all I can do is tell you that perhaps we should drink less. You are a very kind man and I would hate to know that you are hurting yourself more and more. The world loves you. Keep yourself healthy.
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RE: How are you today?
June 29, 2013 at 6:17 am
(This post was last modified: June 29, 2013 at 6:20 am by rexbeccarox.)
Man... you guys... I feel your pain. I'm so glad I get to have a community like this.
BTW- I was right about the new guy. He dumped me tonight.
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RE: How are you today?
June 29, 2013 at 9:24 am
Sorry to hear that Rexbecca, that sucks
(((HUGS)))
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RE: How are you today?
June 29, 2013 at 9:39 am
Hmm, I'm still riding pretty high from yesterday; I got accepted for a new job I'd been hoping to get.
Slightly less interesting than my current, but with a much nicer paycheck and career prospects. For the first time in a while, I feel successful.
Now that I'm done being sunny, condolences and sympathy to those that need it.
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RE: How are you today?
June 29, 2013 at 1:21 pm
So sorry rexbeccarox.
Congrats, esquilax!
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RE: How are you today?
June 29, 2013 at 1:40 pm
rexbeccarox- 7 billion people don't worry
E- congrats brother
i am doing well today, went shooting, applied for a job, at work then hitting the bars with the guys tonight and for free
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Re: How are you today?
June 29, 2013 at 3:06 pm
Not great right now. Family stuff. Gah.
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