When silence is screaming

[Phatt Matt s]

So, I smoked weed that was so good one hit got me high as fuck. Then I did more than ten more with alcohol.

crashed on a couch. Woke the next morning. Immediately drank booze, did some heroine foilees and a two bottles of cough syrup which I hadn't planned on. I haven't done heroin in six years and this was the first time I smoked heroin ever.

Today the silence was screaming in my ears (my conscience). I had to distract myself with noise (music) I lied to someone close to me. I told anonymous person I had a few beers but nothing else.

We played lazer tag at a maze with weird lights and music. I was so high and not used to lazer tag that it was hard to reload and shoot at times. My buddy crawled up on a wall with his ally and snipped me a few times while I was hauling ass. My nine lives were up so I sat there dead while the ceiling was spinning and the music was thumpin.
But dammit my phone went dead at 4:00AM so I couldn't capture the moment with the lazers or at the park.
I already shared these high photos:

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Relapsed last night

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Could someone who drinks or gets high please take pictures of yourself and post them here. Hung over pics are cool as well. Maybe remind us why we shouldn't do this shit to ourselves :p

[Losty]

And this is a good feeling for you? Screaming silence and what not?

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Is that not you in the 3rd picture?

[Phatt Matt s]

No It is guilt.
I started this thread so I could see pics of other druggies. I'm a lonely man and If I don't hang out with druggies I don't ussually hang out with anyone...cept for Christians (usually Catholics) people that wanna help me

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This was the first time I smoked weed that was so kind the first hit made me trip balls. Never had a hit that strong before.

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And this is a good feeling for you? Screaming silence and what not?

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Is that not you in the 3rd picture?

Nah the third picture is my buddy who invited me over and planned on a bigger party but his new girlfriend and her homegirls never showed up. He recently dumped his girl and she dumped him simultaneously. They both did the dumping (head games).

I was dissapointed. He made multiple phone calls for girls to show up. If I had known the party wouldn't materialize I would have shown up, but since the relapse happened, it was tempting to make it worth it.

[Losty]

Hmm ok well this is all I've got

[Alex K]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pQidsbSjL-w

[Phatt Matt s]

Gonna do some poor man's PCP today (Dextromethorphan)

[Phatt Matt s]

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C'mon I know I'm not the only druggie and alcoholic here! Please share

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pQidsbSjL-w

THeir guitar sounds so much like korn. The vocals kinda do as well!

Are you in that vid Alek?

[John V]

Sad to see such a waste of life.

[Phatt Matt s]

Sad to see such a waste of life.

Hey dude that was my first relapse in over a month. I went over a year an a half without using in 2011ish
Yes I'm a waste of life but have been able to help some people so know that life is not totally worthless.

But thanks for encouraging everyone to be sober.

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This is what I listened to recently while high:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=pla...T-GDAuexsQ

[tommynba]

Here's me while drinking with some friends



As for weed, never tried it... i guess i just prefer the alcohol.
Btw, Losty your lips are awesome