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Trials
#1
Trials
Many of you often point to hardship and suffering as evidence of an unloving God. For the biblically minded this is a non issue, but for those who adhear to the idea of an Omnibenevolent God this is a deal breaker. Now I'm not here to go over all that again, unless your new and need to see what the bible actually says about the Love of God.

I am here to share my most recent trial. It for some maybe justice and other it may mean nothing. About six months ago I go health insurance again for the fist time in 10+ years, and decided to get checked out. Since this was the first time with a new doc I had to give blood and urine along with the physical. The urine tested positive with blood. I was sent to a lab where the took blood and urine again. It came back with blood in the urine again, along with an elevated white cell count. Outside of the my triglycerides were marginally high and my blood pressure was marginally high. The doc said the white cells were nothing too major to be concerned about, but he would like to give it a few months and test again. So I did, and still had a trace of blood in the urine sample I gave and my white cell count went up. So over the last 3 months I have had another 5 blood test, and a trip to the urologist later my white cell count has doubled, and I found out I have an enlarged prostate, and no kidney stones.
My urologist order his own blood test and in it he was checking for cancer markers. It came back and it showed positive for markers that would indicate cancer for non-hodgekins lymphoma, or prostate cancer. If you google non hodgekins lymphoma it's the scarier of the two. He recommended that I see a hemotologist. We found one that my insurance company will work with, and I went to get checked out there Thursday. It was in the university of Florida cancer research center, and wow. cancer treatment seems way worse than cancer. These guys look like zombies, no one spoke, most of them just stared while connected to various bags of fluids. All while the news was telling us how the hospitals we depend on are not equip to care for more than 10 eboli cases country wide... Then someone sneezed and the zombie herd turned to stare at them.

Well my new doc looked at all my blood work for the last six months, and told me: "vell, ve Von't, be catching any fish use-ink dees, numbers." (He reminded me of 'The Germans are coming' for a second) it seems, Vée half a miss-tery ont our Hans. Das is true, you half zee markers, but zear is a protein (or something I can't remember exactly what) dat also should be present in your blood. It however is missing. Zo, Vée will order all new blood vork, and a cat scan, vith contrast, plus your urologist will need to do a biopsy. Sometink is goink on, and Vée will find it." So in two weeks I get to back to see what they found.

I know the irony as many of you will see it, because so many of you only heard half of my offer. The half that pertained to you receiving cancer. When in reality I said that we all must be willing to pray whatever it takes, and what good would it be for me to tell you all to pray this and for me not to pray this for myself.. So I'd did. Now who says God does not answer prayer.Wink
God is good, amen!

Back to the reason it posted this. Trials. Yes trials can be devastating hardship. But, a trial like this one can also take us much closer to God IF we let it. I debated on whether or not to share this here with you all, but even in light of all the negative that could be directed towards me or God here, I think this trial may even benfit one or two of you as well as point me further in the right direction. If that is the case then whatever I am asked to endure it will be worth it.

Right now I am in very good spirits, as this is not the first time I had to look down the barrel of death, I am not frantic over the declining news. However I am not impervious to emotion or pain. While I have made the commitment to keep this particular thread upto date, as things may hit the fan I might become less active in other threads or parts of the website. If for whatever reason I can't post my wife has said she may keep you all updated to one degree or another although I doubt she will get into anything other than my status.

In the back of my mind I was told 'a candle that burns twice as bright only gets to burn half as long.' Given the context in which I was told that this may be the beginning of the end, or this maybe like the false positive I got on my Aids test.. Who knows, because the Lord gives and the Lord takes away, either way blessed be the name of God.
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#2
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Keep up the good spirit because science will save you.
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#3
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I'm so sorry for your cancer, D. It doesn't prove your god, but I'm terribly sorry you're going through this. Hug your wife, please. This is so sad.
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#4
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Best of luck mate.

I hope it works out ok for you.
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#5
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Sorry to hear about your illness. I've known guys who had it. I would suggest that you make out your will or recheck it if you already have one. Also make your final arrangements and don't be afraid to tell people of your condition. Some people like to keep it a secret but enjoy your life and loved ones while you are relatively healthy. It can go into remission if it was discovered early enough.

I'm glad you were able to get health insurance and go to the doctor. So many guys won't take care of themselves. Stay as healthy as you can for as long as you can.
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#6
RE: Trials
So to Clarify have they given you a for sure it's cancer?
To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
To the last syllable of recorded time;
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.
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#7
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I can't help but notice that you went to a doctor....even if you do make him sound like Mengele... instead of praying to your god boy. Better choice. Listen to the doctors and not the voices in your head.
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#8
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Take care Drich
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#9
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Oh shit shit shit. Best of luck!
The fool hath said in his heart, There is a God. They are corrupt, they have done abominable works, there is none that doeth good.
Psalm 14, KJV revised edition

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#10
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Dude, Drich... cancer is no laughing matter.... that's why the people in there looked like zombies... Chemo is a bitch.

Best of luck for your trials and tribulations.

Allow my cynical part to come up... you decided to get health insurance at the precise moment when you come to find you have some problem? Were you already suspecting of something wrong?
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