So Hi....
August 22, 2015 at 5:04 pm
(This post was last modified: August 22, 2015 at 5:14 pm by ForsakenHeretic.)
I'm a 15 year old atheist from the bible belt, I haven't told my parents and to be honest I may never tell them till I'm out of the house because they would probably kick me out.
Anyways I came here to blow off steam until I leave. My story is a bit long so you might not want to read it. guess you could say I started doubting religion at 12 I couldn't really grasp the idea of God and why he had to send jesus to die for our sins. At 13 my mother went to rehab and we stayed with my grandparents who are hardcore Christian conservatives.later my dad found another woman my stepmom he became a conspiracy nut believing in chem trails and other things.
My mother came out of rehab it didn't affect her personality much but she later got into drinking again, and had to go back to rehab. this time they completely brainwashed her turning from loving and supportive of others to hateful and bigoted. She also met my stepfather who is homophobic and racist.
At 14 The indoctrination came down hard my mind slowly started losing sanity thinking God hated me and was putting me through this to punish me. I eventually read the Bible and learned I was being lied to all this time about the attributes of God and certain stories in the Bible all this pain I've suffered and time wasted for a book that condones pedophilia and genocide I soon converted to atheism.
At 14 I converted to atheism around 15 I started noticing I liked girls and guys I repressed myself sexually since I was religious and stopped repressing myself when I converted. I had always just shrugged it off especially since I was taught being gay is a choice.at first I didn't want to believe I was bisexual. I couldn't tell my grandparents they would think I just chose to be gay and would hate me. My dad would believe the goverment was turning me gay. My stepdad and my mother wouldn't want to have a "sinful" child in their house. I couldn't tell my friends some might shun me and the other ones might out me and tell my relatives. So here is my story hope you liked it.
Anyways I came here to blow off steam until I leave. My story is a bit long so you might not want to read it. guess you could say I started doubting religion at 12 I couldn't really grasp the idea of God and why he had to send jesus to die for our sins. At 13 my mother went to rehab and we stayed with my grandparents who are hardcore Christian conservatives.later my dad found another woman my stepmom he became a conspiracy nut believing in chem trails and other things.
My mother came out of rehab it didn't affect her personality much but she later got into drinking again, and had to go back to rehab. this time they completely brainwashed her turning from loving and supportive of others to hateful and bigoted. She also met my stepfather who is homophobic and racist.
At 14 The indoctrination came down hard my mind slowly started losing sanity thinking God hated me and was putting me through this to punish me. I eventually read the Bible and learned I was being lied to all this time about the attributes of God and certain stories in the Bible all this pain I've suffered and time wasted for a book that condones pedophilia and genocide I soon converted to atheism.
At 14 I converted to atheism around 15 I started noticing I liked girls and guys I repressed myself sexually since I was religious and stopped repressing myself when I converted. I had always just shrugged it off especially since I was taught being gay is a choice.at first I didn't want to believe I was bisexual. I couldn't tell my grandparents they would think I just chose to be gay and would hate me. My dad would believe the goverment was turning me gay. My stepdad and my mother wouldn't want to have a "sinful" child in their house. I couldn't tell my friends some might shun me and the other ones might out me and tell my relatives. So here is my story hope you liked it.
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