Deep breaths omg. Ok. Everything is packed and I'm leaving in about 15 minutes!!!!
I don't think I have ever been so excited for anything ever in my life.
I am going home. Sort of. My parents lost their home and have moved away. My exhusband is in jail and the DA is working together with my lawyer and immigration to have his residency revoked and him deported.
My entire...everything is changing. I'm driving to a hotel about 4 hours from where I used to live and meeting my sisters!! I haven't seen them in sooo sooo long. My nephews who I practically raised from birth to about a yearish ago. I'm so fuckin excited I can't stop randomly bursting into tears.
I'm a little but rambly (let's face it I'm rambly as fuck) because I'm so excited and everything is cray! But it's a good cray guys!
I'm taking my fucking life back. I refuse to run scared anymore. I'm tired of running. I'm tired of explaining to my kids why they always have to leave everyone behind. I am going home (ish)!!!
Also have a couple of really great job opportunities and if I get the job my employer will help pay for me to finish my degree that I started all the way back in highschool.
Guys I'm losing my mind with excitement. I just had to share. Still struggling with health issues but I have my meds and inhalers and my doctors confirmed they would continue refilling prescriptions until I get a new doctor.
Yesterday I got all kinds of paperwork from the school. Especially for my daughter who has several letters of reccomendation to be move up along with her AP testing scores. And her reading level scores and everything is taken care of.
I think. Can you think of something important I'm forgetting?
God you guys. I just....you have no idea. We are going to do this. And I'm not even scared. I'm not going to live afraid of someone any more. I'm going to own my own life and be with sisters. My sisters are so important. They survived childhood with me. We made it through together. And I'm going to be with them again.
Sorry sorry emotional. Anywho. I just wanted to share my happy news because holy fuck I am so excited.
I don't think I have ever been so excited for anything ever in my life.
I am going home. Sort of. My parents lost their home and have moved away. My exhusband is in jail and the DA is working together with my lawyer and immigration to have his residency revoked and him deported.
My entire...everything is changing. I'm driving to a hotel about 4 hours from where I used to live and meeting my sisters!! I haven't seen them in sooo sooo long. My nephews who I practically raised from birth to about a yearish ago. I'm so fuckin excited I can't stop randomly bursting into tears.
I'm a little but rambly (let's face it I'm rambly as fuck) because I'm so excited and everything is cray! But it's a good cray guys!
I'm taking my fucking life back. I refuse to run scared anymore. I'm tired of running. I'm tired of explaining to my kids why they always have to leave everyone behind. I am going home (ish)!!!
Also have a couple of really great job opportunities and if I get the job my employer will help pay for me to finish my degree that I started all the way back in highschool.
Guys I'm losing my mind with excitement. I just had to share. Still struggling with health issues but I have my meds and inhalers and my doctors confirmed they would continue refilling prescriptions until I get a new doctor.
Yesterday I got all kinds of paperwork from the school. Especially for my daughter who has several letters of reccomendation to be move up along with her AP testing scores. And her reading level scores and everything is taken care of.
I think. Can you think of something important I'm forgetting?
God you guys. I just....you have no idea. We are going to do this. And I'm not even scared. I'm not going to live afraid of someone any more. I'm going to own my own life and be with sisters. My sisters are so important. They survived childhood with me. We made it through together. And I'm going to be with them again.
Sorry sorry emotional. Anywho. I just wanted to share my happy news because holy fuck I am so excited.
