Posts: 43162
Threads: 720
Joined: September 21, 2008
Reputation:
132
RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 29, 2016 at 5:26 pm
CIJSAIJBH:
I will not fuck up.
Posts: 23918
Threads: 300
Joined: June 25, 2011
Reputation:
150
RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 29, 2016 at 6:45 pm
I'd like to say, and I'm just being completely honest here. You fucking perverts spend too much time in Area 69. I dropped one little comment in there a couple days ago. Just read several pages trying to catch up - and I still have almost 20 pages to go. WTF? I'm thinking of turning the god damned hose on you all.
Posts: 28389
Threads: 226
Joined: March 24, 2014
Reputation:
184
RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 29, 2016 at 6:47 pm
Can I just say, some of us have needs ok. Don't judge me
(August 21, 2017 at 11:31 pm)KevinM1 Wrote: "I'm not a troll"
Religious Views: He gay
0/10
Hammy Wrote:and we also have a sheep on our bed underneath as well
Posts: 11260
Threads: 61
Joined: January 5, 2013
Reputation:
123
RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 29, 2016 at 9:40 pm
Can I just say...
You can't ask a guy to tear himself open for you one day, and then not be there when the pain of that catches up to him. You asked me to tell you these things and now... what? You're mad at me for it? You "need space," after making me track through all my painful moments in the name of honesty- so much trust building, you need, yet it never seems to actually inculcate trust in you- you just pull me open and then walk away?
Not even an "I'm ok." So not only do I have to deal with parts of myself that you knew I didn't want to talk about, yet I did because you wanted me to and I love you, I also have to sit and stew in that battered psyche and wonder: is she ok? Is she dying? Did something happen? Would the hospital call me if it did?
I don't even know what, specifically, your emotional state is, and what in that torrent you pulled out of me put you there. You're all about communication, right up until it involves telling me basic details you'd prefer to stew over, I guess.
"Don't be selfish, Ryan. Don't make this about you," my mind crows. But for once, fuck that.
How could you do that to me?
"YOU take the hard look in the mirror. You are everything that is wrong with this world. The only thing important to you, is you." - ronedee
Want to see more of my writing? Check out my (safe for work!) site,
Unprotected Sects!
Posts: 18544
Threads: 145
Joined: March 18, 2015
Reputation:
100
RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 29, 2016 at 10:37 pm
CIJS
I'm tired of not being good enough.
I'm tired of watching people in their little cliques' act as if they are all that and a bag of fucking chips.
I'm tired of always being last on people's list of people they "may" care about.
I'm tired of being an afterthought.
I'm tired of being the one that gets hurt while bad people get away with committing that hurt.
I'm tired of being over looked.
And I'm tired of double standards.
Just take me out in the woods and leave me there because at least the trees might give a shit about me actually being a real person. You know, the kind with feelings. And at least the trees can't say ignorant things about me behind my back and can't make me feel like a failure.
Disclaimer: I am only responsible for what I say, not what you choose to understand.
(November 14, 2018 at 8:57 pm)The Valkyrie Wrote: Have a good day at work. If we ever meet in a professional setting, let me answer your question now. Yes, I DO want fries with that.