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RE: A.W.O.L.
November 19, 2018 at 9:21 pm
I am very sorry for your family’s loss. I am sure there is a lot of confusion right now as to the why.
Hopefully you can somehow find some peace of mind in fond memories of your brother.
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RE: A.W.O.L.
December 12, 2018 at 10:18 pm
One full month today. Some days I still wake up thinking this has got to be the ultimate, sick, twisted worst practical joke in the history of all my family's practical jokes. Still waiting for the punchline that never comes.
I've stopped telling myself it's gotten as bad as it can get and won't get any worse. My family seems to take that as an unspoken challenge and proving me wrong. It can always get worse. The ripple effect just keeps working its way outward----the pain doesn't end, it just multiplies exponentially.
So tired. So profoundly tired. I've made it clear that I won't allow myself to be used as everyone else's "ambassador" any more. It's time for them all to just leave each other the fuck alone.
Where are we going and why am I in this hand basket?
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RE: A.W.O.L.
December 12, 2018 at 10:20 pm
Oof. Hope it gets better, my friend.
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RE: A.W.O.L.
December 12, 2018 at 11:50 pm
I'm very sorry for your loss, I really hope things get better for you.
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RE: A.W.O.L.
December 13, 2018 at 5:31 pm
My sincere condolences for your loss, and I am so sorry for your troubles.
It's always hard to lose a loved one, but to lose somebody so unexpectedly and suddenly, I can't even begin to comprehend your loss.
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RE: A.W.O.L.
December 13, 2018 at 7:18 pm
Geez, outta. I didn't see this last month. I'm terribly sorry that happened. Suicide is one of the hardest ways to lose someone. There are so many questions, and it's utterly confusing in most cases, such as this. I hope your family finds as much peace as can be mustered. That really fucking sucks.