(April 10, 2016 at 12:12 pm)LastPoet Wrote:(April 10, 2016 at 3:12 am)The_Empress Wrote: In addition to Rob's and Mama's contris, depression for me is like an ant farm, where I've been digging tunnels, trying to get somewhere, and next thing I know, I've dug my own maze with no way of knowing which direction I came from or where I should go; trying to figure out if there's even a point to getting there.
I'm sloooooowly coming out of the worst episode of my life. Some days are ok; some days are shit. Today was kind of shit, but not unbearable shit.
Some days I have a bloodlust that is somewhat unbearable, then I let off some steam, usually at those that are my friends. Shit. I don't get depressed, I leave a wake of mayhem. Been working on that with my technician, as usually, bursting out steam hurt more the ones I love than the ones that harmed me. I will not be defeated.
I absolutely love how you ended that post.
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