You are still passing off the work of other people as your own. Paint it up however makes you feel better, but it is still a dishonest action. If you don't feel shame about it, then you are an immoral and bad person. I am so embarrassed for you right now.
At the age of five, Skagra decided emphatically that God did not exist. This revelation tends to make most people in the universe who have it react in one of two ways - with relief or with despair. Only Skagra responded to it by thinking, 'Wait a second. That means there's a situation vacant.'