cool thing about atheism is you really see how life works and its nice to know that you can choose to live and if you don't like it you always have the option to commit suicide without any fear of hell after you die - but either ways you know that it is only a matter of time before you die anyways, and time doesn't stop so ya might as well hang in there cus if you end up paralyzed for life that will be a REAL hell!
but i am 27 years old and i know that girls like guys who are confident - i understand it at all tbh, i guess being super hot but having low confidence = being fat and ugly with average confidence?
but as an atheist now it all makes 100% sense, its all SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST!! - you see maybe i like girls with nice butts and round mommy boobies, because my instincts are telling me this broad can carry children nicely? and maybe girls like guys with lots of money and confidence cus their instincts tell them that this guy can provide me with money and stuff and also protect me and secure the future my myself and my child.
but i feel like lot of guys just fake the confidence, cus they try to act confident and say lame ass things, and i can see right through their bullshit - but i guess girl's instincts can't?
also how can i become asexual? because - i feel like maybe asexuality is kind of a genetic failsafe. because life is survival of the fittest, but what if an organism realizes that it is not fit to reproduce, does it at that point have a cognitive dissonance and just lose the desire to get a girlfriend?
because the thing is i know girls don't like me beacuse of my confidence and social anxiety and mental illness - and i spent years working on it, but im so tired and tbh i am happy with how i am and i really don't care if i stutter when i talk when i first meet people cus once i get comfortable with them i am ok, but since survival of the fittest immediately puts that as a red flag, girls don't like me - but the problem is my subconscious mind did not innate the asexual protocols - so now i am stuck unable to get a girlfriend, but i still really want to bone the hell out of a nice hot girl with a fit nice ass nice and mommy boobies...what do i do??
but i am 27 years old and i know that girls like guys who are confident - i understand it at all tbh, i guess being super hot but having low confidence = being fat and ugly with average confidence?
but as an atheist now it all makes 100% sense, its all SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST!! - you see maybe i like girls with nice butts and round mommy boobies, because my instincts are telling me this broad can carry children nicely? and maybe girls like guys with lots of money and confidence cus their instincts tell them that this guy can provide me with money and stuff and also protect me and secure the future my myself and my child.
but i feel like lot of guys just fake the confidence, cus they try to act confident and say lame ass things, and i can see right through their bullshit - but i guess girl's instincts can't?
also how can i become asexual? because - i feel like maybe asexuality is kind of a genetic failsafe. because life is survival of the fittest, but what if an organism realizes that it is not fit to reproduce, does it at that point have a cognitive dissonance and just lose the desire to get a girlfriend?
because the thing is i know girls don't like me beacuse of my confidence and social anxiety and mental illness - and i spent years working on it, but im so tired and tbh i am happy with how i am and i really don't care if i stutter when i talk when i first meet people cus once i get comfortable with them i am ok, but since survival of the fittest immediately puts that as a red flag, girls don't like me - but the problem is my subconscious mind did not innate the asexual protocols - so now i am stuck unable to get a girlfriend, but i still really want to bone the hell out of a nice hot girl with a fit nice ass nice and mommy boobies...what do i do??
