CIJS

The storm missed my area and I'm happy about that.

(September 3, 2016 at 5:19 am)Bella Morte Wrote: Delete your fucking account.

Ooh, that one has got me curious...

CIJSAIJBH- it's embarrassing how much I want your attention. I know it's probably only because you don't give me much of it. I won't ask...it's not because I'm prideful it's because I fear rejection. Bah. It's ok. I've got other friends.

I just want Stimbo to be happy.

(September 4, 2016 at 1:42 am)Maelstrom Wrote: I just want Stimbo to be happy.

Me too <3

(September 4, 2016 at 1:41 am)Losty Wrote: CIJSAIJBH- it's embarrassing how much I want your attention. I know it's probably only because you don't give me much of it. I won't ask...it's not because I'm prideful it's because I fear rejection. Bah. It's ok. I've got other friends.

CIJS: Whoever you are, I'm jealous of you, you bastard

CIJS?
I was there for you when you needed me, but that's fine. Ya know? I don't need your patience like I gave you. I don't need your friendship. I'll do just fine. Works both ways, ya know. Oh, and your snapchat stories are lame. Lame!

CIJS?
I know you told them you think I'm confused. They told me, because, well... what did you expect? They're MY friends. You tell them I can't possibly be what they say I am, because it doesn't exist. Looky here, woman. You're lesbian. I believe you. Stop bitching. I have no interest in proving myself to you. I stopped explaining years ago. But while we're at it, I think YOU'RE confused. You say you believe in the god, but... you lesbian. I don't think your god exists. Are we even? Anywho... we all think you suck. You told a bunch of queer folks some very judgy stuff about friends, and now you have none. Good job! Bravo!

CIJS?
Fuck you.

Best for later... CIJS?
Rob, thank you. For everything.

(September 3, 2016 at 5:35 am)Thumpalumpacus Wrote:

(September 3, 2016 at 5:19 am)Bella Morte Wrote: Delete your fucking account.

Staff tells me I can't, what next?!

Hmm.. we're not in the humor section .. everything okay there, Thump?

CIJS;
I'm fucking sick of this house. I cannot leave my room without being told that i've done something wrong even though i have nothing to do with it. I get a constant barrage of shit from everyone else. As soon as i bring up any arguments with my siblings to my parents, they automatically tell me i'm wrong, even if it's the other acting aggressive and causing a fight. I try to tell my parents that this is really not helping me, that i'm tired and sick of this, and what do i get told? "If you don't like it, leave." Great. Because my choice is between a house full of people who seem to hate me and everything i do, and being homeless.

I just can't do this anymore, it's making me ill.

Edit: Feeling better now that i could say this somewhere. Thanks for creating this thread, it's seriously helpful.

(September 4, 2016 at 1:27 pm)Whateverist Wrote:

(September 3, 2016 at 5:35 am)Thumpalumpacus Wrote: Staff tells me I can't, what next?!

Hmm.. we're not in the humor section .. everything okay there, Thump?

Life is a humor section for me, Whatevs -- I was riffing off of BM's post immediately preceding, as if I were the one bothering him so much.

Your concern sure is appreciated, m'friend ... but all's well here. I'm as happy as I've been in a long time after the first half of the year being attended by loss and deep unhappiness.