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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 13, 2018 at 9:32 pm
(August 13, 2018 at 8:55 pm)Succubus Wrote: (August 12, 2018 at 8:24 am)Lucanus Wrote: CIJS that I'm tired of it all. I think I would be more free in death than in life. I try way too hard to be reasonable when all the ones I care about won't even listen to me. Why should I choose which one to hurt? I don't want to hurt anybody. Maybe I'm just a fucking sissy, maybe I should just hurt myself
I suppose it's out of the fucking question you could stop the self pity shit and focus on the real dilemmas in you life rather than the false ones?
Where’d this come from? Seems dickish to me, unless I missed something.
Anywho, hang in there Lucanus. Hope you feel better soon.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 13, 2018 at 10:27 pm
(August 13, 2018 at 9:32 pm)J a c k Wrote: (August 13, 2018 at 8:55 pm)Succubus Wrote: I suppose it's out of the fucking question you could stop the self pity shit and focus on the real dilemmas in you life rather than the false ones?
Where’d this come from? Seems dickish to me, unless I missed something.
Anywho, hang in there Lucanus. Hope you feel better soon.
Not dickish, just a heads up. To contemplate suicide or self harm is to admit you have lost. And with so very much to lose why ever contemplate such things? I gave Lucanus a well deserved shlap.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 13, 2018 at 11:05 pm
(August 13, 2018 at 9:32 pm)J a c k Wrote: (August 13, 2018 at 8:55 pm)Succubus Wrote: I suppose it's out of the fucking question you could stop the self pity shit and focus on the real dilemmas in you life rather than the false ones?
Where’d this come from? Seems dickish to me, unless I missed something.
Anywho, hang in there Lucanus. Hope you feel better soon.
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Succubus seems to be a bit testy, these days...and Lucanus really oughta get a reality check. Sorry, Lucanus , you just need to buck it up. I've been so broke that I couldn't even pay attention, sometimes. This bit of "comedy" is brought to you by the FireBall. Take it as you would. 
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 13, 2018 at 11:08 pm
(August 13, 2018 at 9:32 pm)J a c k Wrote: (August 13, 2018 at 8:55 pm)Succubus Wrote: I suppose it's out of the fucking question you could stop the self pity shit and focus on the real dilemmas in you life rather than the false ones?
Where’d this come from? Seems dickish to me, unless I missed something.
Anywho, hang in there Lucanus. Hope you feel better soon.
That's Succubus. A sociopath if there ever was one on the interwebs.
On another note, Luc, I hope you realize your value to the world and put this kind of talk on the shelf.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 13, 2018 at 11:51 pm
Fuck! I've been rumbled.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 13, 2018 at 11:56 pm
(August 13, 2018 at 11:51 pm)Succubus Wrote: Fuck! I've been rumbled.
You're an earthquake??
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 13, 2018 at 11:59 pm
(August 12, 2018 at 8:24 am)Lucanus Wrote: CIJS that I'm tired of it all. I think I would be more free in death than in life. I try way too hard to be reasonable when all the ones I care about won't even listen to me. Why should I choose which one to hurt? I don't want to hurt anybody. Maybe I'm just a fucking sissy, maybe I should just hurt myself
Everyone feels that way occasionally. The important thing is that it does go away. It might not seem that way, but things get better.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 14, 2018 at 12:27 am
(August 13, 2018 at 8:55 pm)Succubus Wrote: (August 12, 2018 at 8:24 am)Lucanus Wrote: CIJS that I'm tired of it all. I think I would be more free in death than in life. I try way too hard to be reasonable when all the ones I care about won't even listen to me. Why should I choose which one to hurt? I don't want to hurt anybody. Maybe I'm just a fucking sissy, maybe I should just hurt myself
I suppose it's out of the fucking question you could stop the self pity shit and focus on the real dilemmas in you life rather than the false ones?
Well that's rude. His dilemma isn't a false one. I'm sure you've felt depressed too at times - we all do - and the last thing one needs to hear when feeling down in the dumps is more negativity.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 14, 2018 at 2:34 am
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Thank you guys, all of you <3
(August 13, 2018 at 8:55 pm)Succubus Wrote: I suppose it's out of the fucking question you could stop the self pity shit and focus on the real dilemmas in you life rather than the false ones?
Lol that was uncalled for. But you know what, I may be a piece of shit, but at least I'm happy I'm not this much of a piece of shit. Thanks for reminding me
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 14, 2018 at 3:54 am
Been a rough couple of days here. I'm trying to work through it but I'm unable to. We had this bond that I felt was a strong connection. Strong enough to keep him out of trouble. Strong enough to get him to think about consequences before making bad choices. I was supposed to be that voice of common sense residing in the back of his head that kicked him whenever he was about to do something foolish. But he said I was "not his parent" and said he was "done with me". What does a teen have anything to be done with someone for? I don't understand any of this. And it hurts so bad. I gave him so many chances and thought that two weeks time would have gotten him to see some sense.
He came in here Sunday night and got his stuff out of his room after I had an argument with his dad about taking his stuff to him. I put my foot down and said that if dad was going to let the child run the show, then the child could get his ass over here and get his crap. We aren't a moving company. And he was told to get all of it because I was throwing away what he leaves behind.
His dad told his mother he wasn't allowed back to the house for visits or for anything else. We're going to have to change the locks now.
I'm at a loss because the other two don't give us a problem. We provide them with what they need. And give them what they want most of the time. Attitudes and grades must be in check and I don't think I'm asking too much on that front. I'm not perfect, but I love all of my kids. Including the ones I didn't give birth to.
No kid likes rules, but then again, most kids don't stress us out like he did. He has two biological parents that have been so disconnected from him and here I was, trying to give him what he wasn't getting: an actual parent that cares and wants him to know he's loved. He turned on me quick as shit and now I'm just supposed to forget about the last five years like I never had him as a son?
I've already been dealt enough loss in my life. How much more do I need to be put through before enough is enough?
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