HELL

[robvalue]

Thank you my friend

It was absolutely terrifying. If I was a superstitious sort, it probably would have driven me into the nearest church to beg not to be sent there.

It's screwed up how much my brain is willing to torment me with artificial scenarios. I actually get the feeling it is experimenting on itself, so to speak. I've had loads of dreams where I do something stupid, while seemingly having no control over myself. This has ranged from bricking a window to drowning someone. It then gives me back control (or so it seems in the dream) and sees how I would handle being in that situation. I am mostly confused because these are things I know I would never do, yet I have apparently done them. I no longer know myself and am at a loss how to proceed.