RE: What good is atheism?
September 16, 2015 at 10:13 am
(This post was last modified: September 16, 2015 at 11:34 am by Detective L Ryuzaki.)
(September 15, 2015 at 7:04 pm)BrianSoddingBoru4 Wrote: OP: You come off as mind-bendingly selfish and self-absorbed. All through your post runs the sentiment 'If atheism doesn't benefit me, then atheism has no value.'
Best of luck with that.
Boru
I have to admit, although I definitely do have some empathy and concern towards other innocent people such as my family, when you go and expect me to live most or my entire life severely crippled in a depressed state, that is when you have gone too far. It would be no different than expecting a person lit on fire screaming for most or their entire lives to still live their lives, live for others, and help others and for you to have scorn and frown upon this person for no longer wanting to live such a life. It is a completely daft expectation. For that very reason, it is daftly insulting, dismissive, and nonunderstanding/noncompassionate towards this person's suffering.
For that reason, I have given up on humanity. I have given up on being what they call "human," "nonselfish," and "non self-absorbed." As a matter of fact, I deem those other people just mentioned to be "nonhuman," "noncompassionate," "insulting," and "dismissive." You expect way too much out of me. Something that cannot possibly be achieved by any normal human being. I don't think anyone would ever manage to be content and accepting of living most or their entire lives severely depressed. If there are such people, then very few can accomplish this. I think they would be daft and would have a mental disorder in addition to their depression.
Since others are dismissive and insulting towards my suffering, then I would choose to return the favor. If I had the choice right now, I would sacrifice all of my humanity since I now know what being "human" is according to these other people. That being, a daft expectation that drives me to a psychotic rage since it is utterly dismissive and insulting. Therefore, I would choose to sacrifice all of my humanity to be a transcended demon in a good mood or be someone like Hitler in a good mood and slaughter all these people.
My good moods are a sacred divine transcending energy that are absolutely life depending for me. My own morality and humanity is nothing in comparison to it. So that is the reason why I would choose to sacrifice all of my humanity in order to cure my depression/anhedonia and be in a good mood.
