Thanks for the replies guys. Yeah I was the oldest and the only one that remembers a special spice that my step father used when preparing meals. The case is being brought back up actually from internal affairs reviewing case files that were mishandled or not closed. Apparently in this case there was a search warrant issued but my step father was forewarned about it by his brother so the result of the search came up "exceptionally clean". IA found this and many others things to not be adding up so they demanded the case be reopened. I'm honestly leaning towards doing it because I do feel I need to be the leader for my family members and an advocate for my mother. Even though I had my personal closure on the matter I need to realize that others have not and it may take me reliving it for that to happen. I have a strong group of supporters who I know will help me through it (including you guys). I think it's honestly fear. I can only hope I am stronger now than I was then.
We are not made happy by what we acquire but by what we appreciate.
