(September 21, 2015 at 9:47 pm)Thena323 Wrote: Sometimes you just have to go back and tend to unfinished business. I would suggest that you accept that you're afraid and don't want to do it...but do it, nonetheless.
You're not weak anymore. Things are much clearer to you, you're stronger, smarter and more than capable.
Now you're ready. Get it done.
This is true thena. I am afraid. You need to understand the power this man had over me. We were physically and sexually abused and I suffered multiple bone breaks and bruises from this man. He was the reason I couldn't go on the stand 26 years ago, the reason I wet my bed until I was 14, and the reason I had night terrors. He had an amazing psychological grip on me. I did have a turning point at 19 where I got my personal closure but even still to this day thinking of him terrifies me. But you make good points. Admit the fear, face it and have no regrets.
We are not made happy by what we acquire but by what we appreciate.
