Facing a dilemma

[Kingpin]

Holy shit, King. I had you pegged all wrong. Nice work on ending up such a great person.

There's no way I could have advice for you, I can only offer some thoughts. In a perfect world, moving on would mean being able to face him in court without fear. After all, you've moved on, but that's never what happens. Moving on usually takes on a literal meaning where you become stumped with how to handle an issue, so you just move on to the next thing, leaving the matter un-conquered. Maybe this would end up helping you? Maybe this would end up helping a lot of people?

Honestly, I wouldn't have the heart to go through with it. I mean, the actual organ. Courts, lawyers, emotions; I'd probably drop dead before it was over, or it would take a huge toll. I don't know if these are reasons that weigh on you, but I get not wanting to go through with it.

Yeah I've been through a lot and have come out better and stronger because of it. I'm really giving you guys the condensed version but it's enough to get the idea. Won't lie. I'm terrified. Even after all these years there are wounds that still haven't healed. Maybe going through with this is what it will take for them to turn to scars