If you're serious, you need professional help. You appear to be suffering from obsessive thoughts, which I'd guess makes you feel tired and little depressed as well. Aren't you sick of that?
It's probably not even as bad as you fear it may be...your brain chemistry may just be a little off.
Get treatment, so you can live your life.
It's probably not even as bad as you fear it may be...your brain chemistry may just be a little off.
Get treatment, so you can live your life.