RE: Rage Quitting Again...
January 4, 2016 at 8:24 am
(This post was last modified: January 4, 2016 at 8:27 am by Excited Penguin.)
(January 4, 2016 at 8:13 am)Stimbo Wrote:(January 4, 2016 at 7:53 am)excitedpenguin Wrote: You're only partly right, Judi. You're completely wrong about my intentions, though. But that's ok, as you're one of the people I'm trying to change by emulating your own overall personality.
That's part of the problem though, isn't it? You appoint yourself as the arbiter of who you consider requires to be changed, then wonder what you did to 'offend' people. After which you compound things by lashing out whenever someone holds you to the standard you demand for everyone else. Either way, your martyr chip goes into overdrive. Now if you want to take this as a personal attack and sulk about it, please fill yer boots. Build a bridge and get over it.
"Appoint myself"? Didn't you just appoint yourself as someone who can characterize me in such an arrogant manner?
Look, Stimbo, this is really funny, it is. 'Cause of all the people I interract with I'm the only one who was ever able to let go of grudges in order to appreciate something for its own merit and then some. I'm also about the only one who is able to blatantly point out his own "weaknesses", show he "gets" what he's being criticised for(and that should really tell you a lot), not lash out at people merely because I disagree with them, be able to make light of my own failures, admit when I'm really wrong about something, no matter who I'm conversing with and therefore no matter the unrelated faults of the opponent. I'm also the only guy ready to take all the hate and shit that's been thrown my way in order to make an actual change, and it works, I can see it at times, even though not remotely as well as I'd want it to.
But fuck it. Let's pretend this isn't happening.
Best part being I'll never get thanked for it. But that I've come to grips with a very long time ago and not on these forums. My bitterness because of it might still show through sometimes, though and I've got to work on that. It's why I'm saying all of this, in fact. Well, I guess I would delete it but you would still be able to read it and nobody will take it seriously anyway, so what's the harm.
