I'm much happier as an atheist than I was as a Christian. I no longer fear the threat of hell. Or the threat of heaven for that matter. It sounds great that you'll be with your family members in heaven. Until you realize that heaven sounds a lot like being brainwashed. I mean the fantasy idea of heaven is nice. But biblical? Not so much.
The whole tone of Church teaching in regard to woman is, to the last degree, contemptuous and degrading. - Elizabeth Cady Stanton