I’m an atheist. So why can’t I shake God?

[downbeatplumb]

I would say everyone in their heart knows God exists,

I have never believed in a god, not for one second and I am pretty sure that nothing exists that corrslates to what people think a god is. It seems like a silly idea to me.

 
and some are better than others at suppressing that. Some are angry at God, and some need more evidence before they accept that subconscious belief.

I am not angry at god, it would like being angry at Voldemort, its a fictional character, and a very well written one. I reject the idea on the grounds that it is obvious rubbish. 

This is why I will never give up pushing the information learned by others through near death experiences. Even if you don't agree and think they are hallucination, the lessons they learned and information they brought back is too important for humanity, and the individual to ignore.

But these NDEs are not evidence for what you think they are, we've been over this.

Came across this interesting article and interview, of how one of the world's most famous atheists Antony Flew, before Dawkins and Hitchens came on the scene came to the conclusion late in life that theism makes more sense.

How the World’s Most Notorious Atheist Changed His Mind

http://www.strangenotions.com/flew/
I find it significant that Flew converted when he was in his eighties, dementia perhaps?