Thanks Rob. I'm trying really hard. Life is kicking my ass right now and I'm doing my best to deal with it. I just keep telling myself that I have to keep going no matter what happens. I want my kids to see that no matter what life throws at me, even when I don't feel up to the task of dealing with it, I must, because that's what adults are supposed to do. I am the example they are going to follow in their adult life. I don't want to fuck that up for them.
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