If you want to continue straddling the fence, go for it, I don't care to persuade you unless we were actually engaging in that conversation one on one. But like many have said, they're not mutually exclusive terms anyway. They address different things, for example the majority of Christians I've met are Agnostic Christians when you boil down what they actually believe and their overall skepticism that comes with the modern era.
If the hypothetical idea of an afterlife means more to you than the objectively true reality we all share, then you deserve no respect.
